Happiness :>

A new place!

2011-10-12T12:43:00.000+08:00

http://www.xoxo-lynette.blogspot.com/

putting in down just in case blue moon appears and someone , or something, wanna read my blog!
bye!

Army Half Marathon

2011-09-05T19:25:00.000+08:00

A pleasant run because of the beautiful scenery.
Only regret was that I started walking at Fort Canning uphill, which was about 6km later, and was rather lazy to start running again.

I was intending to brisk walk + short jogs until the last 2km then start jogging again but when I made the last turn, I saw the freaking FINISH line and I was like O_O then I sprinted all the way to the finishing line.

Heard nothing and there were like no indication of the distance you have ran so I was like relac relac until the FINISH line appear tmd. LOL.

So.. tag no. 81250 clocked 1h:19m:54s at Division (Womens Open) with 407th place.
684 finishers behind. About 37% of finishers ahead.
^^

2011-08-22T23:00:00.000+08:00

To-do for tml:

change dressing at polyclinic
tidy up the table
fold my clothes neatly
watch Heroes
and consider going to the salon to fix my hair.

I really hope that the wound is going to close up soon and I will be good without the bandage. Rather inconvenient. Can't wash my hair properly with 2 hands, can't write legibly, can't hold chopsticks, can't type in phone or laptop properly, can't snipe/shove zombies in l4d, can't grip the steering wheel properly, can't do U-turn smoothly, can't do things without pointing middle finger all the time, need to be extra careful about the middle finger etc..

Please please please heal soon..

primary diagnosis

2011-08-18T22:35:00.000+08:00

Opened up the letter intended for GP tml at polyclinic for wound dressing.

Primary diagnosis - paronychia with mild surrounding erthma

First time ever.. in A & E

2011-08-18T20:48:00.000+08:00

*Rajeev's tone* Hello Everybody~

Seeing my title... HUH?! SIMI AnE?! WHAT HAPPENED?!

It all started on a fine morning at 8.11am.

(KNS) LOLOLOL!!

I went to polyclinic to see doctor for my swollen finger (picture at the older post below).
Because mummy said that will wait damn long, I brought my itouch, bro's ipad and yeeling's Harry Potter book along to kill time. Damn prepared right?!

Finished reading the book and still haven reach my turn lor! Waited for 2 hours already and when I finally entered the consultation room, I left within 5 minutes. So straight-forward hor?!

I think aunties and uncles there must be thinking i see doc chao geng MC one lor. LOL

Doc gave me 2 options.
1) Oral antibiotic and cream which have 50% of healing
2) Go AnE (My jaws dropped) and have the pus drain out.

Of course I wanted option 1 lah!
KNS! Watch too much drama already so in my mind AnE was like really serious serious cases.
In dramas people who like met with car accidents or on the verge of.. =x will be sent there.
NO MEH?!

But doc recommended having the pus drain out once and for all so there I go.. to KTPH AnE.

Total cost : $9.10

I went back home to take money and kaopeh on twitter that I dun want go AnE because I heard that need to do sibeh a lot of procedures like.. BLOOD TEST. I am not really afraid of blood but I am afraid of the needle. THE BLADDY INJECTION!! KNS SO PAIN AND SCARY :'(

My aunty knew that I am going to AnE so she accompanied me so that I will be less afraid.

*loved*

OK lah long story cut short because is sibeh difficult to chopstix type on keyboard..

They used this needle and poke me kelian de left index finger because they wanna ensure me blood is ok.
Quite sharp but 3 seconds pain. chey~ BUT STILL GOT PAIN HOR.
There goes.. a hole at the tip of my left index. :(
I still can see a small red dot there. Awwwwww~~

After that wait some more and went into a mini surgical room.

KNS HOR. SO SCARY CAN.

I was asked to lie on the green operating 'bed'. REALLY LIKE THOSE IN DRAMA.

Then got 1 big lamp with round round bulbs inside like lotus thingy (lian ou)

Something like this but only 1 doctor and not so many things around me lah.

I remembered it was quite spacious.

Nurse asked me to lie down but I said I don't want so she raised the chair up.

Lie down like.. make the whole thing seems more serious lor!!

Waited inside the cold room alone for like 5 minutes for the doctor so I don't know whether I am shivering because I'm cold or I'm nervous and scared.. When she finally arrived.. she immediately sat down and told me that she is just going to make a cut to drain it out.

Prepared the anaesthetic needle and holy mama it was so long and thin!!!!

The first jab was fricking painful. SHE NOT ONLY JUST JAB.

BLADDY NEEDLE INSIDE STILL SHIFT THE POSITION HERE AND THERE.

I can feel it moving under my skin and she jabbed twice... :'(

Was on the verge of crying already then I saw my finger swell up even more..

and I thought it was kind of funny. HAHAHA wth ?!

Doc begin to press press my finger and I went 'ouch'

WHICH WAS A BAD MOVE

because she picked up the needle again.. Injected 2 more times and finger is totally numbed already..

I thought everything is over. I thought I just need to wait for her to chop my finger..

(OK LAH NOT CHOP. JUST CUT AND DRAIN)

NO SUCH THING HOR. LOCAL ANAESTHETIC IS THE WORST THING EVER.

Suddenly, I feel out of breath. Was like gasping for air. Chest felt constricted and really uncomfortable.

I inhaled twice the amount of air each time but it does not seemed to help much.

Then the inside of my head felt like it was swimming. Fricking giddy. I felt like throwing up. I remembered at one point I was glad that I did not have breakfast and was trying to remember where is the nearest dustbin. Really nauseous and weak!

My eyes dun even have the energy to move. I closed my eyes for a while and when I half open them..

I see stars.. Vision was like filled with black specks and I honestly thought I was going to black-out. I imagined myself being pushed out of the ward with the oxygen mask strapped and nurses rushing everywhere lor. Damn kuazhang I know! LOL!

I felt damn helpless but I have no energy to speak.

Doc kept asking me if I was ok and I could only gave a slight nod. All the time I was not looking at the mini operation. Too afraid and I was feeling very uncomfortable by the side effects.

After 10minutes, it was done..

YIP YIP HURRAH!!!!!

LOL!

I rested on the bed for 10 minutes and after I felt better, the nurse begin to wipe my finger which was drenched with my AB+ blood. There was no stitching done so the blood was like free-flow.

Aftter cleaning for the first time, she turned to get the bandage gauze and everything and when she was back, my finger was red in colour again. She cleaned like 3-4 times and when she ask me to turn my hand around,

blood trickled down me palm and it was really fresh red lor!

She bobian faster just wrap my finger with a thick gauze. Now iz like bazhang!!

Antibiotics which MUST FINISH EVERYTHING and pankillers!

itz another 2 hours at AnE and the mini surgery was $85.00.

Medicines was $3.60.

So in total..

This middle finger cost $97.70.

Was suppose to go shopping with Zhen Ting, Carrie and Madeline one lor!

Haven shop $100 already fly away.

And in the end I never go with them because nurse said anaesthetic will wear off in 1 - 2 hours and I will experience pain so I don't wanna suddenly cry while ransacking the clothes rack like aunty..

See! Like matchstick hor! Bigger at the top and slim at the bottom.

Some how I think it looks like ice cream. LOLOL!

I told myself I am going to reward myself with pizzas for being so brave HAHAHA!

but my aunty offered to cook lunch for me. :D Deliiiicious fried rice!

Luckily no clinic already. Luckily no school already.

I don't know how I am going to write lor!

All my fingers can bend except the middle one. So Im like unintentionally pointing middle finger all the time!

:P:P:P

What a perfect excuse hiakhiakhiak!

For everyone. MUACKS!

My disgusting and painful swollen finger.

2011-08-17T18:54:00.001+08:00

Take a close look:

My right middle finger is swollen from pointing too much middle finger at people..

That green pus should be filled with bacteria. Maybe I dig nose never wash hand..

Hai~

AIYAH!
Is hand itchy go pull the skin at the side of the nail then became inflammed and like this!
So damn painful when touched! I have to resort to chopstick-typing on keyboard.
Middle finger out of order..

During Mr Ho's essay test, I definitely have a hard time scribbling my answer.. Handwriting became even more untidy I hope it is legible enough for him to read.

Shall head to polyclinic tomorrow and let the expert use the needle to poke and empty the pus(sy) HAHA!
I just hope it wun hurt like a bitch and I wun cry like a beach.

Camcorder? Or not?

2011-08-15T23:50:00.000+08:00

I stoned for 5 minutes in the toliet today (I usually think a lot, get inspirations or becomes creative in the toliet don't ask me why) thinking whether I should get a camcorder.

I admit I am not very active with my digital camera cus Im still very shy to approach people to take photographs with me (even if is close friends) or pose in front of other people. Im afraid this 'phobia' might continue to haunt me for a little while more..

And now I wanna make my life more difficult by buying a camcorder. LOL?!
Talking to yourself (not mentioning pointing the device towards you for like 5 minutes) while recording is really weird but I like the fact that whatever you see, do, hear, feel is not forgotten. I want to look back and drown myself in those memories because there is a chance that whatever you experience before, might not happen again.

So which brings back the question: Get one or not?

Worried

2011-08-13T22:19:00.000+08:00

How can you not be, if you have been seeing the same face for more than 4 years?
:(

What is going to happen? Is anything going to happen?

When is my turn to bake?!

2011-08-11T21:58:00.000+08:00

I would love to bake cakes for my loved ones' special day.
The fruit of your labor, the happiness-beyond-words moments, the sense of accomplishment.

One day, I shall do that.
But first, buy an oven!

Give me dah money.

2011-08-04T23:45:00.001+08:00

Currently on save-money mode. Trying very hard to save save save save and I'm gonna give daddy and mummy a huge surprise around November!! I hope I wont deviate from this 3 month "saving plan".

But talking about money, I need some to fix my grass hair. Get a trim, give it some colour & pamper it with some treatment. I'll consider perming if I find $100 on the floor.

Prolly need some to update wardrobe too. Everytime open wardrobe and get the same few pieces and wear to school. I myself see also sian but I kinda lazy and I don't really care if I repeat clothes lol. I just need a few more colours to add to my life and get more pants.

I also wanna get a pair of nike dunks! I have been loving them for a long time now but owning one is quite impossible because I find it quite a challenge to match with the type of outfit I wear. But if I don't wear them now, no chance to wear already. Later people say I old already still act yi ge funky.

My weird ant dream

2011-08-02T21:32:00.001+08:00

I dreamt that my room was infested with ants. Million and billion of disgusting black ants.

They were moving breadcrumbs & potato chips on the floor (but in reality my room is rather clean one hor).
I remembered I was SOOOO terrified that I sat on the chair, trying not to move.

Then I looked under my table and saw a group of ants gathering. They seemed like they were exhausted while trying to defy physics. They were climbing upwards with really slowwwwww speed and were really determined and hardworking in stealing my....

ruler. -.- my PD ruler. -.-' -.-'

BAD THURSDAY

2011-07-14T21:04:00.000+08:00

Really a bad bad bad day today!!

Mummy go kissed a mercs.
My left shoulder is soooo painful that when I turn my head, I have to do it in sections.
I tore my contact lens, which was worn only twice and lived for 5 days.
Bus card had no money & I don't have coins on me.
Pimples forming on my face wth.
I was late for class, and was locked outside for 5 minutes. (cher locked it for 15 mins)
Sat beside a totally buay zi-dong commuter in MRT otw home.

WAHLAU. && TOMORROW. NEED. TO. GO. SCHOOL.
Sian max lor. No school one leh tomorrow.
Need to take 45 minutes ride to school, find teacher for 15 minutes, and take 45 minutes ride back home knnbcb #$%^&*(

Maybe I shall zibi go visit blogshop sales tomorrow. ARGHHHH. Every girl will have company but I will be a loner. wahlau aye buay sai laaaaa~

2011-07-11T23:05:00.000+08:00

I am definitely a phlegmatic. Almost all descriptions about this temperament is like pointing to me. Haha!

Fricking laid-back person. Cannot help but agree more.
Cannot be bothered. True enough.

Anyway my point is: I AM SO LAZY!!!!!
Lazy to type more, lazy to do work. Just wanna sleep.

Ok shall sleep. TEEHEE

Transformer 3

2011-07-04T22:42:00.000+08:00

Watched Transformer 3: Dark of The Moon today in 3D, at Cineleisure.

One word: awesome.
Effects too cool, male lead is handsome, female lead is sexy, few humourous scenes that were slot into serious moments, touching moments, angry moments etc. However, I think 3D effects not very worth? To me, I feel that the 3D effects were not a lot. Maybe because I am too engrossed in the war and nothing else mattered.

I thought the front part was kind of too draggy. Maybe because I was looking tooooo forward to the action scenes. There were quite a lot of talking at the start and I was like "COME ON, DECEPTICONS, FIGHT ALDY."

Also, I wanna rant. EVERY movie (part 1,2 and 3), there is always some nasty government people who don't believe in autobots and think they are bringing harm to the country. LIKE WHAT THE FK. They are the fricking good robots man! Damn seriously! Not everything has to be fricking black and white. Be more flexible and life will be easier.

Optimus Prime is fricking ultra cool. Bumblebee also. Omg Bee's eyes have like life. They are like filled with emotions totally. When he is sad or happy, you can feel him. This robot is fantabulouz!! This movie also teaches us that everyone will make mistake (like what Optimus Prime did) but itz ok. As long you take responsiblity for your action and salvage the situation. Bumblebee is also very devoted to Sam Witwicky. A true friend and guardian indeed.

With super cool effects (I REALLY MEAN IT) and lessons about life that can be learnt, this movie is totally worth it!!!!!

ps: did i mention that Daniel bought pillow and blanket to the fricking cinema, when I only disiao him?! OMG FRICKING CUTE CAN HAHAHAH!!!

Time flies, so fast.

2011-07-03T15:55:00.001+08:00

NDP preview was like totally fantabulouz.

I don't know why I always feel emotional whenever the army start marching in, the red lions start jumping off from the jet, all the firing from rifles, how they showcase their vehicles and stuffs like that. I'm like a little girl, watching earnestly at them thinking about how cool and proud I will be, being part of the NDP. Sometimes, I will be screaming like nobody's business because there is a sudden surge of excitement building up within me and if I don't release that energy I will explode. No joke.

That leads me thinking about my path after I graduate from Poly. Since I am pursuing optometry, It kind of make sense that I should continue in this path as the stuffs taught in school is more inept, not like other courses which teach you the general thing, then you see which expertise you wanna go then you go. What I am learning now, it will really apply when you advance into the working life.

BUT. I don't really see myself working in a optical shop (the long hours are really freaking me out) or even in a hospital attending to people's eyes. I have clinics session in school and I realised I HATE them SO MUCH. I tried, but I JUST DON'T LIKE IT. I don't know if it is due to some lecturers there but I just hate going for clinics. I don't know if any of my mates feel exactly the same way I do cos they don't complain much I find.

Clinic is fricking stressful. What if you have problematic patients? What if you cannot get the right prescription? What if you gave the wrong prescription? What if they are having some disease and you missed it? What if you cannot answer their questions? What ifs this, what ifs that.

Plus, I don't like to psycho people buying a particular frame by saying "Oh you look simply gorgeous in this. It really suits you, brings out your features. Oh, that one too. *points* You look more energetic with that spectacles. Or about that one? *points* It gives you that seriousness which you need for your job. That one up there, takes off 10 years of your age!" yada yada.

OMG. POR CUSTOMERS IZ NT MY THING. Experienced it during my attachment and I cannot take it seriously. NOOOO WAY leave me out and don't put me through this.

I am fricking 19 already. Maybe not now, but soon, I need to find a stable job, support myself instead of my parents supporting me. No longer nua at home but report to work every weekday. That idea kind of scares me.. I still want to play and slack all day long.....

I LOVE SINGAPORE

2011-07-02T13:17:00.002+08:00

A little too early since it is only 2 July but I am heading to the NDP rehearsal later with Mingli!

Quite last minute because my laojie only told me about the tickets last night.

Luckily got sibeh on company to go with me teehee!

Thought maybe I can just go with the usual theme of red and white so I decided to quickly paint my nails!

Aint my red chio! Looking for this bright apple red for very long already!!

After 15 minutes of near work.

I LOVE SG on me nails!

Mingli was like telling thru talkbox saying she wanna buy the I LOVE SG shirt and I was like "NOOOO"

I think itz weird wearing the shirt hahaha!

So I paint on me nails instead.

And of course, as usual, my trademark.

To paint on the left hand, and nothing on the right.

BUAHAHAHAHA

Good thing is that: People know I paint myself one. No manicure shop will paint 1 hand mah!!

Bad thing is that: They know my left hand sucks.

Hatin' on everything for tests

2011-06-28T10:25:00.000+08:00

I am going to blame on:

Dark clouds
Rain
Farmville
Food
Facebook
Tumblr
Twitter
Bed
Air-con
Youtube
2PM, 2NE1, Britney Spears, Ne-Yo

EXCEPT MYSELF for not studying for this contact lens test even though I woke up at 7AM. Hiak Hiak.
No, iz not my fault that I have no mood. These things make me no mood hiak hiak.

Altogether add up I think like 5 hours of studying, which consist of doing 3 quizzes which I done real badly, studying 1 lecture note which I don't understand fricking half of it and I am struggling with calculations.

Sorry Dr. Rajeev. I promise I'll do better for the next quiz. Promise!
Argh sooo prepared to fail this srsly.

Matt Black.

2011-06-25T14:13:00.001+08:00

NISSAN GTR, IN MATT BLACK, ISTHE SEX SERIOUSLY.

0-m-f-g w-t-h.

I am loss for words.

lazy Friday afternoon

2011-06-24T16:15:00.000+08:00

Cut my fringe after I woke up. No more long fringe!!!

I guess I shall keep it long, when I become skinner and my face is smaller.

That will be.. Next life time.

SO Miss Cheng Ruiting and I were suppose to meet at 3pm to go to town.

About 2pm, she text me say she is kind of lazy, so will start preparing at 3pm instead.

4pm, and I am goofing around, anyhow strum my sister's guitar, while waiting for me.

Sibeh lihai drag queen sia she!

We are finally moving off now!

Annoucement !

2011-06-24T00:30:00.000+08:00

TO YOU WHO IS READING THIS RIGHT NOW:

I am changing my blog link! That is confirm, chop, gurantee, and for sure!
I need you to leave a comment below with your name, so I know who is reading me little borleng bloggy.
Ok I am expecting like a few handful. Possibly just 1 hand iz enough to count but I still wanna know who!

So if I suddenly change my blog URL, I can inform you all. kekeke!
Great tactic to know who stalk me huh?

Leave a comment below WITH your name hor!! I am expecting like.. a teeny weeeny 5. HAHAHA. ok buay paiseh~

Early book out & Rapunzel again!

2011-06-24T00:15:00.001+08:00

Ok I look horrid in the picture taken nt long ago but..

I am like damnnnnn fair beside him!!

Today iz Thursday and iz the first time my patty book out soooo early!

Had dinner at 925 & he came to my house.. TO WATCH RAPUNZEL !

I lost track of how many times I watch this show already. 5th? 6th?

I think this DVD rented very wu hua! So many people watch it!!

And I still feel really emotional when Rapunzel first taste her freedom, she and her parents reunited, and the amazing floating lanterns. Damn! This iz the best movie I ever watched! I don't mind watching again srsly!!

Pattyz left not long agooooo.

He is like damn cute. EVERY single book out need to have Magnum Ice-Cream.

Wut soooo nice about that ice-cream which is ALMOST equivalent to a Fillet O fish meal with drink + fries?

FYP report at the library

2011-06-23T14:43:00.000+08:00

See the fire extinguisher at the background?

DAMN IRRITATING SERIOUSLY.

Knocked my head onto it. Who the hell put there?! So near and so low!

Applaud for me for being so er. hardworking. I went to school to do my report!

Actually wanted to reach like 10am, but I reached at 1pm instead keke.

AND I am leaving soon!! Sis is coming from Tampines to fetch me back home! Awww I love her!

Report is halfway done and I borrowing like 2 fricking heavy books home to complete it.

Recap over the week.

2011-06-22T00:51:00.001+08:00

Supper at Upper Thomson.

Was bored of Meng's Kitchen so we tried Kueh Chap but it aint fantastic.

Kyla Meredith Steward, 4 months old.

Canadian mixed Singaporean !

Ultra Ultra cute!

"What you looking at ?!"

Prawning at Bishan!

Will lay off prawning till I recover from the shock.

Poking the prawns alive is too much for me.

Have to applaud Mingli for doing most of the jobs like unhooking, washing, poking, bbqing.

She said her hands were stained, thanks to us. LOL

First blood! Just after like 5 minutes!

Stayed till like 5AM, I think.

Enjoyable because of this 'Calcutta' girl, Murderer, and the mini 'games' after that!

Sugar Sweet

2011-06-20T13:22:00.000+08:00

From Mingli and my Brudder :D

Confession #1

2011-06-20T12:02:00.000+08:00

Was walking to 7-11 to get my cornetto ice-cream and just now & I remembered something, bad.

When I was like primary 4/5/6, I did something out of impulse & I am still feeling guilty whenever I think of it.
No actions were done, I was let scot-free. And no, I did not rob the bank or set a car on fire.

I think I was playing block catching or something like that with the usual clique. I cannot remember what exactly it is but I know I was with somebody, at my block. I went to buy ice-cream before that and I thought that ice-cream sux. I couldn't finish it and there was no dustbin near me..

So... I conveniently flung the ice-cream from, I think, 6th floor, hoping it will land on the ground. Was waiting to hear the 'SPLAT' but don't have leh? So I peeked down and..

THE ICE- CREAM LANDED ON SOMEONE'S CAR ROOF WTF WTF.

I PANICKED, I RAN BK HOME. I think no one saw, except the friend beside me, because I wasn't confronted up till now. Been like.. 8 years already lolol. =x

To the car owner 8 years ago:
I am really sorry for what I did. It was really messy, the ice-cream and everything. I hope it wasn't left there long enough for the ants to attack. I guess I understand hw mutha-fking pissed you were when you saw the vanilla + strawberry + chocolate mess there. Karma, please don't bite me. I am a good girl now, really.

I hope this confession will ease the guilt in me!

Picture Blog In the Future

2011-06-14T21:57:00.002+08:00

That's it. I am tired of not ultilising my camera!
From now onwards, I am going to bring my camera whenever I go. Take a few pictures here and there & blog them, instead of typing out words.

Picture blog it shall be!

But I kinda foresee that.. it will not work. kekeke

Post Mizuno Mt Faber Run

2011-06-12T11:32:00.000+08:00

I really want to post asap with the pictures but there is smt wrong with sis's iphone so I cant upload them!

The race is ultra fun! Iz my FIRST ever 10km run and I thought I could not make it seriously!
First 5km was rather smooth. I skipped the first water point and I regretted.
Because after the water point, it was the start of the freaking steep hill.
SO DAMN STEEP my calves were like already sore and stretched to the maximum already!

I think like about 400m uphill, I decided to stop and walk instead. Was quite angry at myself for stopping halfway but I really cannot take it! Iz too steep. Everytime I 'exited' a curve, another steep hill appear ahead of me. Wah, really is knnbccb one LOL! Feel like scolding vulgarities hahaha!

After like 10 minutes of walking uphill, I FINALLY REACHED DOWN HILL.
jitao chiong all the way down!!! Then after that.. nightmare again wtf. uphill -.-
Then the rest of the uphills I will stop and walk up instead haha! Like 2 more.

I love running on the road! Is like a new experience! This is the only time you can run on the road and cars cannot horn you! Nanny Nanny Poo Poo! Then when red light, all the cars stop, the runners will weave in and out of the cars hahaha!

I completed the run with a timing of 1 hour and 20 minutes.
10th place was 50 minutes, 1st place was 41 minute.
SO in conclusion: I am a slow poke.

Actually I think not bad le lah! Considering I never run at all 2 wks prior to race, and if I did run, I only cover 2.4km. HAHA! WOO HOO I CAN RUN 10KM DUN PRAY PRAY!!!!

Pre Mizuno Mt Faber Run

2011-06-12T06:21:00.000+08:00

Just some quick thoughts before I go down with my brother to meet my sis and her boyfriend for the Mizuno Mt. Faber 10km run!

I have not been training after I signed up for the run. (haha~) Only went for like 2.4km jog once every week or none at all for 7 days! I wonder how I am going to survive 10km, not to mention the gruelling uphill and downhills.
Updated my playlist to keep me going for that 1 hour + run later! I really hope everything will turn out smoothly. No tummyache for me please please!

Woke up like 5.30am to harvest farmville (aiyo) and I still have not packed my bag yet. Ok left 10 minutes!
BYE!

2011-06-08T11:04:00.000+08:00

8th June and I am going to Mingli's chalet later! Guess I shall blog up the pictures before I delete them from my camera because I'm leaving the memory space for the chalet keke. I hope it will be fun! However, a lil reluctant to go because there is no laptop there. I am lazy to bring~ And thus my farmville... :( HAHA!

Anyway, went to watched Kungfu Panda w love on Saturday. Caught 3D at Plaza Sing. Overall, movie was not really funny as compared to 1 but still can watch, lah.

& I dunno why I am such a coward! I don't really dare to take pictures when like there is public because I hate the stares. Hahaha! Don't talk about posing in front of them. Much more worse. Must build up the courage from now. JUST TAKE ONLY LYNETTE. JUST TAKE.

Ok, I try~

And that Saturday night, after sending love to book in, I met up with Mingli and Ruiting. Went to Yishun Dam to slack a while and it decided to drizzle so we thought for quite long and went for prawning at Bishan instead.

I look kinda tired. I actually am. Haha!

Dunno how I am going to ton later at chalet.

Mingli did most of the prawning and....

Alright! Have to go pack my bag! SOOOO DAMN LAZY..
ON HIATUS FOR 3 DAYS!

Saturday: Last day of school!

2011-06-04T22:35:00.000+08:00

Last day of school! Ultra happy! First time I don't feel so lethargic due to clinic! Maybe because I don't have 2nd patient. Don't know who grab mine and left me with nothing! :( Actually my 1st patient don't exist but managed to find one after 20 minutes. It was definitely an interesting case.

Maybe because I got Mr Sarjan(?) as my clinician so the stress factor was not really there. He is definitely awesome. I like how he do the explanations and all. SOME clinicians should follow his footstep keke :P

Oops I hope I din't scare you!
(can see me attempting to smile? haha!)
Who the hell put mask and wear spectacles right?
ME lor. If not how to do blogging here.
High myope of about -5.00D yo.

Been like a month or so since I put on mask.
And this mask.. might have expired already. HAHAHA!
Ok Im risking my complexion. :P

Boring Fried Egg

2011-06-03T17:08:00.000+08:00

No school today but it aint the last day of school for me because I have clinic tomorrow.

I hope both patients will be easy tomorrow. Last day of clinic for this term so be lenient? :D

Bored day tomorrow. Wanna go out and walk around badly but itz sad that I dont have many friends to go with.

Either busy or.. acutally.. I dint bother to ask people out. -.- Ok I'm lazy.

Watching Heroes. That sticky iz to indicate where I stopped watching. Just wrote it down..

Because I am going to play l4d2 with sis!

Glad we are going advance stage now.

Normal pose little challenges, considering we are playing w 2 altra accurate bots.

AND I have no freaking idea why my appetite today is like a hippopotamus seriously.

I can say that I am om noming on something every half an hour.

itz 2 pieces of bread, then a origiri, followed by fried rice and topped off with some oat biscuits.

Best thing iz I am nt going running today.

And the next best thing is that.. I am ordering pizzas online for the whole family.

Wow. Must jog tml morning alrdy.

Im a fatty.

Do You Know?

2011-06-02T19:37:00.000+08:00

You would not be able to see any single cell organism, unless under microscope right?

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WRONG!

EGG YOLK is just 1 gigantic cell, big enough for your breakfast keke.

Best Dream Ever.

2011-06-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

I had the best dream ever this.. morning. Yeah! Morning cus I had to be awake at 8am for a project work but I decided to sleep on to 'continue' the dream. Seems ridiculous but IT WORKS! (50% of the time).

It took place in a classroom, full of people. Cant seem to remember their faces. I know Daniel was in it. Keke *shy*. We were looking high and low for something (and I still can't recall what it is) but we were having so much fun searching for it! While I was looking for it, a group of people were like persuading him to ask me to be his girlfriend! HAHA!

In reality, he asked me to be his girlfriend during 2007. Now he asked me, in my dreams, in 2011, but in a total different setting. Keke! So damn funny and random lah!!

So after much persuasion from the group, he just came over to me, asked me to be his girlfriend and immediately hug me to tightly! OMG I can totally feel it while being sub-sonscious lor! Seems damn real!!
Then my mother decided to wake me up and just ask me a question before leaving the room. WAHLAUZ?
But I remembered I smiled before heading back to sleep again..

But the dream did not continue. WAAAAAHHHH~ :'(

God.. I missed our 'honeymoon' period whereby whatever he do, my heart will always go beating damn fast. Like when he hold my hands, when he surprise me with presents, when he first told me "I love you", when we had eye contacts with each other, when he kiss me, when we talk on the phone till late at night, when we spend time together shopping etc.

It is not like the feeling has faded. Nothing of that sort. I miss him sooo much when he book in lah! Abscence really make the heart go fonder. Maybe going to army is a good thing. You look forward seeing each other during the weekends. Quite like the honeymoon period kekeke! Bear hug pls? :D

Bao Ba Zhang Day!

2011-05-29T11:59:00.039+08:00

Twenty-Ninth.

I still feel blessed when I look into your eyes.

&& today is Bao Ba Zhang Day!

When I walked into the kitchen....

It was in a total mess! But I have good food to eat so I aint complaining!

Ah Ma diligently hand-making the Ba Zhang while someone iz just "TASTING". Haha!
She woke up at 5AM to make them!

She even made a few specially for me, without putting chest nuts because I don't like them steamed.
I prefer roasted :D

My Ah Ma :D
Tasting her 'ba zhang' of labor!

And me? I play my Wii!

Damn awesome the mario kart and some boxing game.

My hands were so nua after a few punches. Thank god the tv screen is still in 1 piece.

The dream. that bugs me.

2011-05-26T10:27:00.001+08:00

I have this mad disturbing dream since weeks ago. Although it did not happen every night, it still kinda freaks me out. Had the similiar dream again last night. Is it like a sign or smt? Wth. Damn scary..

This dream is about me.. dropping at least 1 tooth.

WAHLAU SUPER DISTURBING LOR. Why cannot have dreams like me meeting Jo Kwon or going BKK shopping or eating rainbow cake or tio 4D or whatever lah! Must have everytime feel blood in my mouth, then rush to toliet with anxiety, rinse mouth and spit out 1 tooth? Tmd.. I can taste the blood lor, so freaking real. After that I will be feeling that tooth/2 teeth and then be real sad because I bogay alrdy.

Please no more dreams like that le leh~ I cant imagine, & I DUN WANT TO IMAGINE, me speaking like a lou feng only.

First clinic session.

2011-05-18T23:24:00.000+08:00

Was actually looking forward to my first actual GE but it was a horrible experience.
I cannot blame entirely on the clinician that I suay suay tio lah. Me also no prepare 100%.

She is actually VERY lenient already because she knew it was my first time doing GE so I guess I should be grateful for that. Her choice of words were kinda harsh but what to do? Reality is harsh mah.

One thing I don't like is that she put me down, right in front of patient. Like.. what the hell? What do you gain from that? Apart from you showing the patient that you very pro (which you are), I think it does not really help much what?

My confidence level will drop. Who don't? Drop alrdy = more mistake right?
Throw my face. Who like? Then will max sian. Then no feel do properly liao.
What will patient think? He will think that his eyes are in danger you know. In the hands of some noob shit. You think patient will trust me after that?

I would appreciate if you can just like talk to me outside the room lah. Isn't that just like respecting me? You like if someone just shoot you in front of ppl you don't know a not. Part-time clinician mai so zuai lah.. At least in private shoot me mah. That is the least you can do what...

Can't push entire fault to her though. I must go read up also. READ READ READ.
Sian. I don't want to hate clinic. Please don't make me.

1st Of May, Labour Day

2011-05-01T11:11:00.001+08:00

Guess who is here to greet you on first May.. STUPID HUGE ASS SPIDER ON MY SPEAKER. _l_

I wnated to go closer but I was scared that it might jump onto my camera or, worse, my hand so this is the nearest I can go already. After that I called my mother to help me to kill this freak. Too humji already.

So yesterday we headed to Golden Mile again to eat, since we have nth to do.
Funny leh during the train ride when he was telling me about wanted to "die" during his 6km route march.

& today was suppose to go play badminton one lor. Due to some stupid miscommunication then no court to play. So angry leh. Now Sunday rot at home alrdy ahhhhzzz

Need: Birks (or is it a want?)

2011-04-28T19:49:00.001+08:00

I like this! I think I have never seen anyone wearing something like this, which has a back strap.
Maybe because I haven seen the world enough. Now itz just school > home > school > home routine.

Anyway, ya I think this is nice leh! I went to the outlet at wheelock but I don't see this so I can't try it on to see how it look on me. Sad-ed. If nice I THINK I might consider buying it online :D

Nice don't want immediately buy, still want to consider. Waste time right!! But I can't imagine spending $100+ over a pair of shoes to.. follow the trend. Plus I don't think I will ever get away with covered shoes for school.. maybe get to wear once a month? LOL.

Shall put it in my wishlist for now .

To Golden Mile Food Centre

2011-04-27T19:35:00.001+08:00

My 300th post shall be filled with pictures! Maybe I should put pictures after a hundred posts? HAHA!

Went to Golden Mile Food Centre with Zhen Ting yesterday to fix our name tag.

See this bladdy name tag? $10.00, magnetic, BUT LOUSY QUALITY CAN?

It was fine when I first got it. After I accidentally drop it on the floor, become like that. WTH.

Ya magnet quite strong, but NOT strong enough leh. Use pin de better right! $2.00 only.

The Food Centre is really complex. A lot of variety IDK what to choose. Decided to eat claypot rice because it caught my attention but sad to say, not very nice leh? Every mouthful have this slight burnt taste.

Zhen Ting had japanese food which she found it so-so. Only this ahballing tangyuan swept her away lol. She said iz super nice! Too bad I dun like tang yuan. I hate the chewy outer coat it makes me wanna puke.

" Shiat got tang yuan stuck in between my teeth!"

We also bought back muffinz. $1.30 each and the chocolate chip one is frigging awesome!

Arrrghhh craving for it now!!

While waiting for the 7 minute MRT to Dhoby Ghaut. 7 mins! Longest I have ever waited for a train!

Aiyo~ wear spects soooo ugly!

Ok bye.

2011-04-24T04:25:00.000+08:00

11.30pm, received a phone call to play l4d2.
Was quite hesitant at first because I was preparing to go to sleep (like laying out my blanket!!) but decided to go instead. /cadbury eyebrow

Went to Thomson, argh sian iz not sit together & play. I think iz more fun like that.
& I'm getting old. Stay up for 1 night is considered a challenge for me. Was like stoning at the Prata House most of the time. Will my body clock be screwed up just because I stayed up tonight? :s

Tml gna psycho ppl to come for eye checks alrdy! Good night!
Lucky 3 will get free lenses!!

2011-04-19T20:12:00.000+08:00

For Year 3, one thing I am looking forward to is clinic. It is like "I am going to be a optometrist!" because I will be getting to see patients from outside and doing all those eye tests! I will have more responsibilites & that is unavoidable. It is stressful but I have to face it because this is what my course is about. I chose this, so I have to accept it!

However, I worry about my lack of skill and how I might struggle to do checking, let alone diagnose. This year, I am going to work hard. It is about meeting patients of all kinds and I wanna be there to help them, not being a hindrance to operations. I hope I can do it. I can, I CAN!

Shall go source for more formal wear now!

Last day of ITP

2011-04-17T01:38:00.000+08:00

6.30AM - Wake up. Snooze alarm.
6.15AM - Brush teeth, wash up.
7.00AM - Fold a ginormous amount of clothes & watch tv at the same time
7.45AM - Appear at Aunt's house & start preparing sushi
8.15AM - Done with sushi. Super happy with it!
10.00AM - Harvest farmville
10.30AM - At Popular choosing thank-you cards.
11.20AM - Reached workplace

Aunty Doreen said she was full so she decided to wait for boss to arrive before attacking the sushi. I made 3 boxes full and when boss came, 2 boxes were gone. HAHA! They said it was nice!! Ah-ha! With the help of my aunty then it is nice. If I made it myself, 100% myself, I don't think it is edible :P

This final day is kinda sad for me. I am the type who gets emotional really easy. If I am too overwhelmed by any kind of feelings, be it extreme happiness, disappointment, or is really furious, tears tend to form in my eyes.

When I told my boss that I made the sushi myself as a token of appreciation, eyes were welled up with tears. When my boss was discussing about my pay, same thing happened because it meant that I am heading back to school soon, NOT because I am getting $$ lol. When I passed them the thank-you cards, I had a hard time controlling the freaking tears. When I returned back to tell them that I want the make the pair of glasses, I experience blurry vision. Rahhhh! I really can't bear to leave the place. Everyone is too awesome beyond words! I will really miss chatting with them! :(

To think when I first knew my ITP location, I was unhappy about it. To think I complained about the lack of people entering the shop & I am wasting my time away. To think that I can't wait to go back to school. Oh man, I regretted saying all this!!

Now, I am regretting that even though I brought my freaking camera, no pictures were taken. I wanted to take a group shot before I leave the place but customers decided to come in to have eye check, to collect glasses. So, no time!!! :'(

I think I quite imba. Wrote the thank-you cards at the place itself, risking being exposed! By the way, my assignments all got either A or A+ from second week onwards! Really happy even though it is freaking last minute work! Boss even increased my pay from a meagre $440, which is the minimum sum to $xxx. :P

SUPER GOING TO MISS THEM!!
-insert a picture of their faces printed from my brain-

2011-04-15T22:49:00.000+08:00

So me & Aunty Doreen wore the same coloured clothes from top to bottom today!

Black top, Nude bottom, Black shoes.

Totally funny! I went down to level 1 with her to pass contact lenses to the Mediacorp actress Constance Song (she is beautiful in real life. Skin so perfectly darn good) and I started laughing. She asked me whatz so funneh and I told her our clothes totally same. LOL CANNOT STOP LAUGHING ALL THE WAY TO GROUND FLOOR MAN! ahahaha!

I brought my camera to work today because I thought Constance Song will come up to the shop and I can take a picture with her. But she was driving so no pictures. Then I thought maybe I can take a picture with Aunty Doreen because of our matching outfits but I find it too weird. ARGH.

If only my eyes are like camera and my brain's a printer, I can capture the faces of people I love, beautiful things I see, all the fun, unhappy, whatever moments in life. I can capture my entire life and keep them for memory sake. If only..

2011-04-14T23:16:00.000+08:00

Thursday is ending soon. Friday will be here. & Saturday follows after that.
When Saturday ends, ITP offically end.

:(

Memorable ITP day !!

2011-04-13T21:14:00.002+08:00

I was deciding whether to use twitter, check mail, farmville or blog first before I switched on the computer. Guess I shall blog first because I really had a enjoyable day today and if I drag posting it up, I will skip it altogether. So every night I am busy with twitter, online shopping and farmville haha!

Today has got to be the most memorable day throughout the whole ITP.

Yeeling came to visit me and she stayed for a good 2 hours! We talked almost everything about attachment and she also tried on some frames etc. Really nice of her to drop by! I shall go to her place tomorrow to take a look at her mean boss!

Boss went off to settle some stuffs so me and Aunty Doreen were left in the shop. We were chit chatting about some random things, which I always enjoy because it helps to pass time and it is also like part of bonding. I told her about this person who look really weird in my school ( shall not fully describe her because easily identifable :P ) and when I saw this person, I was all alone. Then she started asking me this:

Her: Is she fair?
Me: Er, I dunno
Her: Does she has long hair?

Then I started to close my ears because what she described was akin to a female ghost and when I pictured it, I got really scared. Before that, our topic was about dead people (random right!!) and my goosebumps haven even clear yet lor!

After 3 seconds of looking at each other, we burst out laughing! Laughed really loud for a good 5 minutes lor! Laughed until keep tearing lor! Fucking funny sia the scene! While laughing, she tried to clarify that this person in reality is fair and has long hair because she saw her before. Sibeh funny sia! God, I kept tearing and she kept laughing!

When in the train going home, I thought about this again and was trying really hard from smiling, refraining from look like a total idiot can! But BTH iz really sooooo funnnneh !!!

Me in my winnie the pooh PJs, with the new spectacles that I am going to make!

Yeah, my boss allow me to bring home and show my parents! :D

Many said that this is better than my current one. I hope it is.

Sometimes I find it a bit too big but people said it is not.

Ok I need to get back to farmville now! Shall head to SP tomorrow to collect a disc and go for work!

Really don't want this attachment to end. :(

2011-04-09T00:24:00.004+08:00

Being alone in the MRT make me feel really angry easily. Little things like people not moving in or talking so loudly on the phone/to each other are enough to make me frown and be really displeased. I don't like to take the MRT after work, although I have no other choice, because peak hours greet you with different sort of people. When the MRT arrive, you will already feel irritated by the number of people in the cabin. When you want to step into the MRT, people cut your way. When you finally stepped into the cabin, people push you from behind. After securing a place to stand, the horror don't end there. Nasty smell from body, from armpits, from breaths, from farts. Noises from the LOUD, REALLY LOUD chatting. Luckily babies' presence are rare during peak hours. Then the MRT jerk. Woman, especially those who wear heels, will be trying to balance themselves and might accidentally step on you. If they apologise, they are well mannered, and everything is fine. If they don't, they will make your mood even worse than it already is. WORSE CASE SCENARIO is that they stepped on you accidentally, but REPEATEDLY, and NO APOLOGIES & NO ACTION TAKEN TO PREVENT FROM HAPPENING. Imba shit. When the door opens at the next station, commuters will alight, followed by people boarding. During the process, rude "excuse me" can be heard. Pushing and shoving can be witnessed. Some people will chiong straight to where the seats are, hoping to be able to get one. Some chiong to the grab poles... AND LEAN ON IT. -.- excuse me ah, you want me to hold where? Your hair? Your back? Your butt? Every train ride is like a new adventure. Different things happen every day. It sounds kinda fun but if I have a choice, I will avoid the MRT altogether. Wouldn't like to put myself through the torture.

2011-02-21T20:10:00.000+08:00

SO FRIGGING NO MOOD FOR BINOCULAR VISION LAAAA! wasted 5 hours playing l4d2 and sleeping just now wtf wtf wtf ~ Gna burn midnight oil later already la asshole! Tml cannot play l4d2 at all ! CANNOT play!!!!

2011-02-19T11:11:00.002+08:00

Haha it's 11:11 now. Ok so this week and last week is kinda hectic. So many tests! And revision for those tests is so damn last minute, especially Biostatistic. Keep rambling on twitter on how much I hate the module. I think no one likes it at all la~ Biostats is very badly done. Failed the quiz leh. Ma de~ I scared retain for this asshole module. And Swing say if I retain, she will APPLY to retain with me hahahaha!! I remembered!! Going to FLB flea later! Hope can see some cheap smart casual wear. Need to stock up already. BUT WAHLAU. STOCK UP ALRDY IF NEED RETAIN FOR BIOSTATS I SURE FK LAI NAI SHIN. NO!!! I HIRE SOMEONE FK HIM! lolol. Ok joking, He is really a nice teacher. I only have myself to blame.. Ok anyway, ya smart casual wear. Then grab OPI/China glaze nail polishes also! Then after that maybe head down to the optical shop where I am attached to to pass my intro letter. After that? Go home study... :'( I am actually really really looking forward to year 3 (please don't let me retain). Like interesting leh! Clinic and FYP. Muahahaha if no retain for year 2 lim bu cfm work hard for year 3 lor. CFM!

2011-02-12T12:14:00.002+08:00

I went to my own website and the first thing I did was "hai~" No updates no more, camera also picking up dust. I really need to be more active in writing here and taking pictures !!! Tests coming up, exams also lined up. Can't rest during March holiday because I have attachment! I just hope that the people at FEP will be real kind. In this way I'll learn faster and look forward going to work everytime. :P I am also thinking of making my own lunchbox because food there is sooo overprice and the pay I am getting iz juz a meagre amount. But I know myself too well. I am lazy. Shall just eat very little. Help me to lose weight also muahahaha! I missed out a update about my driving test. Really regret not doing it asap because I can't remember much details about it now. I'm just very grateful that I got a lenient tester and of course, a awesome driving instructor Mr Yap. He's just great man totally. My parking is getting better I think. I hit a kerb once. Shivered while driving on expressway on a rainy night (LOL), drove alone for 5 minutes (HAHAHA) and drove without parent's surpervison (but under Daniel's not-so-watchful eyes). Speaking about Daniel, a few days ago, my mother suddenly asked me if I am together with him. I almost got a heart attack. I dunno how to reply her. She said that she will accept the relationship and just tell me to think before doing anything. She even said that Daniel suits me, in terms of height and size HAHAHAH! omg all the while I just kept quiet because I have never foresee the day she will ask me this. So the question just ended like that: she never get a definite answer from me. I want to kill some zombies today! but I need to do my biostats quiz. :(

2011-01-10T22:36:00.000+08:00

I will do my best tomorrow. Hope I can achieve good results. JIAYOU!

2 more days.

2011-01-09T21:50:00.002+08:00

This morning, I went to pray with my grandmother and mum. I thought it can make me a wee bit more rest assured but after the whole thing, I became even more nervous! I am a person who thinks about anything and everything a lot. When I am alone, I am thinking about stuffs. When I am with friends and not talking, it could be that I am thinking or day dreaming lah~ LOL. It is good in a way as it keeps me distracted from things that I dun want to face. BUT I can't be possibly be thinking about things 24/7. Sure will run out what... && when it runs out, TP come and haunt me.. I am so so so so so worried for it. I dunno why sia! Izzit a bad sign? :S I was not THIS scared when it came to O levels leh. ZEM ME BAN ?! The feeling sucks you know?! You sit down there, so helpless. You juz have to wait until something come and pull you away from the fact. ARGHHHHH~!!!!

2011-01-06T22:56:00.002+08:00

Yes it is only 5 more days to my TP. I am sooo worried and kept thinking about this all the time! I really cannot imagine what will happen if I fail :( Really cannot imagine... I think it will be such a big blow to me. So much $ and time is spent on it.. Oh man~~ I don't want it to be like.. I dint pass and my friends around me asked how I did for the test. I don't like that! What should I do ?!?! && if I pass my TP, I am really gonna thank god and go donate blood man seriously. I walked past KTH hospital and they have this 1 day blood donation thing which happens to fall during my TP date. Coincidence or what? Then I found myself telling (to myself) that I am going to donate my AB+ blood, no matter how fking scary the needle is. I hate neeeeedles! Omg. I squirmed everytime whenever I see doctors inject the needle into the skin. It is like.. penetrating into the pores of the skin. I dunno man.. Like enlarging the pore, tearing it apart. OMG THAT FRIGGING PAINFUL RIGHT? and ittttzzz sooooo sharrrrppppp. I need to pass TP. I have to pass TP. I WANT TO PASS TP!

2011-01-02T23:53:00.003+08:00

School is gonna reopen tomorrow! I am not sure whether to be happy or sad about it. I love holidays but towards the end, it get kinda bored because that is the period whereby you will be broke. Haha! I love my holiday ending though! Spent a simple christmas with secondary school friends, a simple 2 year anniversary with Daniel (He gave me a gucci perfume! <3), then met up with Mingli and spent half a day with her catching up, followed by a simple New Year countdown with Daniel's classmate and talk cock session with Zhiwei, Qianguo and Steven and last but not least, first 2 day of the New Year is with my parents! I guess this holiday is the most fulfilling one compared to all the December holidays! So school is the best time to catch up (with the money :P)! Shortly after it will be Chinese New Year! (let's skip the exams which comes immediately after CNY -.-) and then holidays again!! But then again, it isn't holiday for me because I will be undergoing attachment. I take as a whole new experience and a challenge. I guess it will be fun? But not as fun as the trip to Bangkok with friends lah. Nahbeh screw attachment. HAHAH! Damn contradicting sia. I am really really excited for 2011! I can count my TP date using my 10 fingers! Scary yet excited at the same time. I really really hope I can pass it one time. *cross finger* OH BTW, IF U WANNA LEARN PRIVATE AUTO CAR, I RECOMMEND MY INSTRUCTOR TO YOU. HE DAMN GOOD. :D I GIVE YOU NUMBER LAI LAI ~ Also, I am planning to celebrate my 19th birthday at my house. Just ask a few cloooose friends<3 for a simple steamboat dinner or something. Since it falls on a Friday, maybe can go drink drink after that? Hmmm, not too sure yet. If I pass my license, I definitely will drive out!! If I call more than 4 ppl, the rest take cab and pay themselves bah. HAHAH! Yup, so 2011 resolutions. A lot of people seems to mistaken resolutions as wishes. Some wrote 'strike 4D and toto'. Isn't that a wish? Actually I am not too sure what does resolution mean anyway. I just know itz something you wish to accomplish. LOL. OK I DUNNO LAH~ I saw this #2011rules on twitter and I love it to the extent of writing on a post-it note and paste onto my wall. I think it is simple yet so impactful! It practically covers 'LIFE'. `Be happy with what you have. `Work harder for things that you want. `Appreciate those who appreciate you. `Laugh till you cry. `Stop procrastinating. `Lose 5 kgs and be happy with it. `Don't be afraid to try. `Be yourself, don't pretend. Ok last 4 is I add one. Hahah! Shall pack bag now!

2nd anniversary

2010-12-28T23:59:00.002+08:00

Happy 2nd anniversary my dear! ^^ ok that's all I want to say. MUAHAHHA!

2010-12-27T01:43:00.002+08:00

Life goes on, with the disappointment. Nothing was done, although I wished there is. That affirmation was not enough to rectify the problem. I guess I shall just live with the disappointment. I want my 2011 to come quickly..

2010-12-25T21:36:00.002+08:00

Have to run tomorrow morning. Need clock as far as possible but I worry mentally cannot take it.. Haven paint new year theme nails! Need to get a silvery nail polish! Would also like to clubb one more time before sch reopen! Haven eat at timbre, relax at sentosa, and get a haircut and treatment.. But I guess I have to live the frigging dry hair for a while more till I save enough to go to a good salon.

2010-12-25T16:18:00.003+08:00

Damn disappointed that you can like treat this so lightly, with JuZ a sorry and you think everything gna be alright. A apology from you is the most insincere thing ever. I am not convinced. You just dunno how serious it is. You don't. When people say 'put yourself in my shoe' and the person really did consider doing so, good for the person. But sad to say, most people actually dunno Hw it feels like, unless they go through it themselves. My question to you is: would you like that? Would you like to switch places? Would you like to go through what I feel? This is not a joking matter. This, is real. Unfortunately, it does not seems to matter to you. Just blaming yourself is enough. Ok i get it. The word 'sorry' has to to be the most repeated, and irritating, word in the world. Why irritating? When you say it, the other party feels irritated and think you are saying for the sake of it. When you don't say it, they think that you are not feeling sorrowful at all. Lol? I also dunno what to say..

2010-12-25T14:00:00.002+08:00

I fking hate Christmas. Hate the feeling thAt I have to cry silently. Then act like nothing happen and continue w life w a smile on it face. What my bro says is right. When a person smiles, it does nt mean he/she is happy.

2011 excitements!

2010-12-23T23:12:00.003+08:00

I am thinking of celebrating 2011!! Really excited for 2011 because itz a fresh new start and I am determined to make it a fulfilling year. Jumpstarting the new year will be my TP. Passing or failing it will determine if 2011 is a good or a bad year. LOL. Also, it will be my last year of poly life. After attachments and exams it is the time to mature and head out to working life (?) or get a degree? Haiyah dunno lah! Yes I am reallllly excited for the new year! But I am too lazy to organise. :S Should I wait for someone to invite? Or maybe I shall just stay at home and sip tea? Or should I plan?!?! 2011!

LOL random.

2010-12-23T12:59:00.000+08:00

Hahaha! Facebook is cute! But I don't need you to remind me. LOL!

2010-12-22T00:00:00.003+08:00

Wee Sien passed his TP ah! SOOO GOOD! I was jumping with joy when I knew that although I am not the one who pass it. Like cool man he got his license and he can drive around already!! He said he will bring me and Daniel to go and eat at night, if he pass & wooohooo! I am gna ride with a nooby driver lah! I was planning to like critisize his skills and blah blah.. until my dad say late liao and dun wanna let me go. >:( He also say is dangerous uh. Ok lor.. stay at home and sulk. Daniel said he drove dammmmnnnn sloooow! HAHA! Want to do 3 point turn ask him go and see got hit anything a not. Funny sia!! I hope I can pass my TP once and for all lah! Please don't let me kena those 3 strict instructors please please! So instead of going out to eat with them, I stayed at home and edited pictures. Damn boliao my life today.

Yay tml driving! Go circuit izzit? :S

&& entering JB with Carrie to shop shop! Hope got SALESSSSS!

I haven get $$ from mummy yet. Hope she will give me. Muahhaha!

Go sleep liao!

Phuture.

2010-12-20T18:28:00.002+08:00

That day at Phuture was quite fun. Daniel, Wee Sien, Ernest, Edbert, Jaslin, Tiaoli. At Orchard there cannot get up bus. Walked half an hour and no cab. Damn sian at first. When we finally hop on the bus, we alighted 2 stops earlier cos forget where to alight. (Y) Dance floor was quite small uh. But we partied till lights on. Quite a lot of things happened. Ernest's hands had mind of its own, saw someone and the guys rotated (LOLOL), bluff Edbert go alone to somewhere, and etc lah. Lol. We wasted one drink uh. All the nice songs at the end, we wouldn't wanna leave the floor because hao bu rong yi found a place. Damn packed lor srsly.

Went to 848 with Daniel and Wee Sien after that.

Then reach home not long went to Airport to fetch Sis, who is coming back from Paris! I was fking tired, slept all the way to Airport. Reach there then sleep at Macdonalds until she arrive. I tried spamming coffee but after downing a cup, I fell asleep immediately. So F tired until caffeine can't even work.

Upon stepping into the house, I collapsed on the sofa and slept for 3 hours.. Without even like washing up because I cannot take it anymore. Plus sis's stuff took up all the space on the bed so no choice sleep in living room first.

After 3 hours nap, dragged myself to bathe and head to dreamland with hair wet. LOL.

Sis bought a lilac coloured longchamp bag for me! ^^ I dunno how to carry off the look leh? People see might think fake.. but itz fking real, from Paris. HAHA! Got lindt & godiva chocolates which I keep spamming. Lol. Nice!!

Stupid weather cheat my feelings. I thought going to rain so I decided to forego a jog.

And it din't rain. ROARRRRRRR! Nvm, tml play bmt liao! Hehe!

Christmas theme nails!

2010-12-13T01:39:00.003+08:00

I thought I should paint my nails before going Genting. Been a while since I paint them because school don't allow uh. Need keep fingernails short and clean. If not accidentally scratch patient's cornea ah. HAHA! The designs are credited to youtube. Itz 1.47am and I'm not quite done. Left with top coat!

The number of polishes I used.

From OPI to face shop to chapalang polishes.

I don't know what to do with the little pinky so I just do french manicure. 4th finger is just green and pink. Xmas colour?

3rd finger is snowflakes! Look like a not ah? Like fail. Lol

2nd finger is xmas tree! I wanted to do mistletoe but it look like xmas tree so I went to do that.

Thumb is the old Santa! My brudder say fail.. but i find it cute ley? hehe~

They are w/o top coat. I guess it will look better with top coat. Like clear finish.

My toe nails!

Lol the big toe suppose to have 3 neat dots at the bottom. My hand shooked and I messed up the first dot. So i go mess up the other toe also. Lol.

&& my right hand fingernails has nothing on. LOL ! I wish I have 2 master hands instead of 1.

&& I am not done packing for the trip. :D

2010-12-12T13:15:00.000+08:00

Ytd went to PL to shop w mingli. but no feel. Wanted to sing k instead. But very expensive. Went to AMK to kill zombies instead. Lol~ Today, dint manage to wake up for driving lessons. I am so disappointed in myself. Why why why? ): I might even have to pay for this lesson, evne though I dint go. Serve me right, asshole.

RAPUNZEL!

2010-12-10T14:04:00.002+08:00

EXAMS OVERRRRRR! WHEEEEE! AFTER GET BK PAPER THEN CRY LA. MEANTIME, ENJOY WHILE YOU CAN!!!!! LATER THEN CRY OVER SPLIT MILK LA. WENT TO WATCH RAPUNZEL AND I CAN'T GET OVER HOW NICE THE MOVIE IS! WATCHING RAPUNZEL MAKES YOU WANNA BE RAPZUNEL. I MUST GOD DAMN GO DO TREATMENT FOR MY HAIR ALREADY. AND DYE BLACK. LOL. NOT BLOND. HAHAH! ITZ TOOOOOOO NICE! SHALL BLOG MORE ABT IT LATER. GOING TO SLEEP NOW. HAD ONLY 3 HOURS LAST NITE, LESS THAN 6 HOURS THE NITE BEFORE. PHYSICALLY TIRED BUT MENTALLY STILL THINKING ABOUT RAPUNZEL!

2010-12-06T22:27:00.002+08:00

What if tomorrow contact lens fitting paper is like clinical optometry today? 1 hour is not enough for you to think, write and complete the paper. I underestimated Clin Opt today. Totally. I thought it will be manageable but the MCQs really damn chor~. I panicked and any how fill in answers already. 1 hour.. too short.. What if CL fitting also like that?! Damn sian~ Need to start binocular vision now. If not I can prepare to fail that paper liao. Really look forward to the end of exams! Rapunzel w classmates on Friday, shopping on Saturday. Driving lesson on Sunday and I'm off to Genting on Monday!

2010-12-05T22:20:00.003+08:00

I need better time management, organisation skills & more motivation for school. It seems like I have no problem with any of that when it comes to playtime. LOLOL. FYI: THIS IS NOT A CHRISTMAS WISHLIST.

Kim Hyun Joong?

2010-12-05T01:19:00.002+08:00

Sis is on the plane to France now. Direct flight! At Changi Airport T3, I think I saw a korean celebrity sia? At the first sight I thought he was a korean because.. you know, sometimes your 6th sense tells you so. Lol. Besides, he was quite fair and his dress sense like korean. He is with 2-3 other guys I think? Can't remember. Haha! Skinny jeans + high cut shoes. He was wearing shades also. We had like eye contact for 1 second and then I continue to take pictures of my family. Then suddenly a group of girls went over to him and ask him something. After that suddenly take pictures with him sia?!?!?!?! Who will just go over and take pictures with a stranger right?! Obviously he is somebody la! Wahlau who is he??!?! And why am I so stupid never take picture of him also? -.- Now I only remember his face face is those sharp sharp kind.. Joan suggest is Kim Hyun Joong from ss501. I googled his pictures. The hairstyle is the same! Not sure about the colour. Face shape kinda resemble also. Haiyo why I so dumb never snap a picture. The camera was in my hand sia.. -.- Idiot me! Yup! I love my Canon Ixus 130 a lot! Compact and light! Sooo clear until can see all the flaws liao. Wahlauuuuz. I must go for hair treatment after MST. MUST MUST.

2010-12-03T22:56:00.002+08:00

Biostats was manageable! Not as hard as I thought. :D After reaching home all I did was to sleeeeeep till 10pm. And I still feel tired. Tml must chiong binocular vision already. I know nothing about it. I realised I have been stoning in class more and more often. Thinking about redundant things like how I will fare for attachments, like how I am going to spend the time wisely while travelling up to Genting during the upcoming holiday, like how I am going to rearrange the stuffs on my table after exams yadah yadah. All damn random~ Lol. Decided not to touch any notes today. Did some online window shopping. I wanna get a grey and red nail polish! China glaze or OPI? A konad template or two to go along also! I wanna get a 2011 schedule planner leh. It is chio, and MIGHT be able to get me organised. But because it is chio, it caught my attention la. $18, and it might spend its time in a drawer untouched. LOLOL. How ah How ah~ Fringe new episode come out already! But Dickson no reply me. T_T very very sad u know~

2010-12-01T20:11:00.002+08:00

It cost $71 to enter the driving circuit! Mad expensive!? But it is fun compared to driving around the neighbourhood. Require more skills to manuvere around. Learnt parallel parking! I think it is very fun. ^^ I still don't feel anxiety for the upcoming (and really is very near) MSTs. I think I kinda like lose hope already. Damn. Just let me pass all and I will be very grateful! Tml is free starbuxx coffee day! I hope the queue won't be soooo long! I want my dark cherry mocha muahahaahahha!

2010-11-29T18:29:00.002+08:00

so many things happened! and i dun wanna crack my head thinking abt them because I jus woke up. lol good. so one day wasted. never study at all. I feel like hecking care because my gpa like chui alrdy leh? sianzzzz and binocular vision and binostats suxxxxx. so i went to sitex ytd! and finally bought something from the it fairs I always go but come back empty handed. MY LOVELY BABY CANON IXUS 130 IN BLACKKKKK <3 fucking chioest gadget I can call my own! Actually brother wanna pay for it, but i decided to fork out a little. Now my the blog posts can be filled w pictures alrdy! OHHHH a camera that is MINE MINE MINE!!! fk the notes. shall update aft the tests. which is next friday. BYE!

Cl Prac Test Worries

2010-11-21T22:59:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is the prac test and if I am not wrong, it is 40%. I am not very confident about RGP lens removal and I have not run through a complete preliminary examination. I think I only have lady luck to count on. Please give me a subject who is easy to deal with and let everything be smooth sailing. Please! I am soooo freaking worried now..

Super Shiok Driving Instructor

2010-11-20T15:06:00.001+08:00

Mum woke me up in the morning about 8AM and told me I have a call waiting. When I answered, the person asked me if I still sleeping. Took me like 3 seconds to realise iz Mr Yap. Hahaha! Last minute told me got slot! Zoe was beside him ahhaha! When I sat in the car, he asked me where I want to go today. I actually wanted to ask him to teach me parking. When I say I dunno, he asked me after I get my license, where is the first place I want to head to. I casually answered Malaysia. LOL! I wasn't thinking man! "Malaysia? Ok la? I ok one. You got bring passport?" WTF SIA! HAHA !!! Dunno he serious a not but that is really really funny. He say like he damn free throughout the day. He said we are going on a long journey today. LOL! I thought he was driving until he directed me to Upper Thomson and I realise he wasn't kidding sia! WAHLAU! Fucking cannot believe it. Then next thing I knew, I was beside MacRitchie. Then I am driving at Orchard road. NI NA MA FKING SHIOK SIA?! Because he scared jam and cannot make it on time for next lesson, we touched Orchard and drove back already. SERIOUSLY CANNOT BELIEVE IT. Damn funny he keep ask me slow down. I too kan chiong already. Want to get back to admiralty by 12nn ma. Haha! He's a fucking cool instructor! I hope next lesson he teach me something new! Like parking. Please please! Had Mac for lunch with Daniel. Came to my house to borrow bicycle and rode to his house. I rode back. Haha! The feeling is damn strange. Long time never ride bicycle already. Night cycling anyone?

IDK WHAT TO PUT LA!

2010-11-18T22:07:00.003+08:00

OMG IM FKING HIGH NOW! SIS REALLY BOUGHT A GOOD CD FROM MALAYSIA. CLUB MIX. CB! ALL THE SONGS FKING NICE LA!!!!!!!! FK FK FK I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE. SOOOOOO FKING HIGH! <3 <3 <3 Got free freshkon contacts today. So glad the fitting turn out successful. I am going to book more appointment to get more already. Blue, green, purple, grey whatever! WOO! I spilled a regular milo from mac today. Fk! soooo embarassing! ): Thx to them.. gimme another for free, even though itz my fault. & today Sean Lee very weird. Lol. While using slit lamp. lol! ok I cant concentrate. THE SONGS!!! <3

Movie: Due Date

2010-11-16T23:28:00.003+08:00

& another $45 flew into Mr Yap's pocket. Skipped morning tutorial and went for driving lesson. I am getting bored of the roundings~ Haha! Touched a bit of parking and the rest of the time was just driving around the neighbourhood. Sian leh! :P I find parking like easy but not easy at the same time. Haha? & today in school, suddenly poured damn heavily la! Shoes wet leh! Very irritated. At one part I ran and my phone dropped wtf. It separated to 3 pieces and the best part is that my battery hop into the drain which was beginning to fill with rain water. It got partially soaked but thank god the made-in-china battery did not explode or whatsoever. Went to watch this movie with Daniel, his mother and Zhiwei. Heard that it is very funny. Can only agree half of it. Lol. Not exactly will laugh till you have a stitch la. That was what I expected. Story plot also not very good leh I find? So I think it is not worth to watch. Ok I am freaking tired. Thank god itz public holz tml.

SPK be gone!

2010-11-16T00:44:00.003+08:00

So I went to check on my corneal health today. My cornea should be healed because I haven't touch those lenses for a week. According to theory, mitosis happen every 7-10 days so if you have a slight cornea scratch that isn't too deep, it will heal within that period. & I checked! NO MORE SPK! WHEEEEEEE! I AM SOOO HAPPY! This means I can wear contact lens, without fear that it will progress to corneal ulcer! BUT This also mean that if I wear contact lens again, SPK will bound to appear again.. So it is like wear, stop, heal, wear, stop, heal kinda thing. But aiyah, I'm just happy la! Skipping tutorial in the morning tml! Going for my 3rd driving lesson. I hope it will be fun..

FLB !

2010-11-14T13:03:00.006+08:00

I hate fleas because I always cannot get anything from there. Went to flea @ scape twice but always come back nothing in return. The mood isn't right and is damn stuffy! Went to FLB flea at SG flyers yesterday with Mingli! Sian I tried to curl my hair but is major fail. The curls won't last. So difficult to master using the curling tongs sia. Anyway, we were feeling rich so we cabbed down to the place! FLB flea has fking loads of people! Sooooo packed you have to squeeze your way through. Got aircon= No aircon.. But I love it leh? HAHA!! There were uber lots of things to see sia!! This flea really test your patience.. and I think I have patience lolol! You need to go to every single stall and see because you dunno what treasure is hidden one. Scan the stall like not nice hor.. But just stand there for 5 minutes to take a thorough look at the items, the price and wahlau! Your thinking might change lor! They put out like rows and rows of rings sia! I love them alllll! But I can't afford like $10 bux/ring. Although chio max but wahlan aye. $10 I can do soooo much more.. :'( I bought a top at $13. Supposedly $15 one! So cheap, just buy la! Lol! Bought 3 rings @ $10 and got a pack of Sticky sweets for free! Mingli bought milktea. Izzit ilovetaimei? Lol. We need to go down to City Plaza to meet Mingli's sis so I cannot walk second round. Damn sad! Lol!

She addicted to the Sticky sweets lor. See she holding that packet. Iz apple flavour anyway!

Haiyo can't believe I wear spectacles sia.. Keep have to like adjust adjust.. Irritating!!

&& Mingli's so nice to wear specs with me. I think she is trying to save her ear drums from bursting la. If not I think I will keep niam niam niam about cannot wear contact lens.

FK SPECTACLES! LOL. Should I consider getting the hard RGP lens? fking uncomfortable leh?

Like hold dlsr feel leh? HAHAH!! I see girls use dslr take self shots is hold with two hands one. HAHA !! Daydream only~

Actually I use 2 hands because to stablise the camera. In moving car ma.

One of the 3 rings I bought.

I like the leaf one leh! So nature! They were sooooo many rings until I cannot make up my mind to take which one..

Reached City Plaza and her sister went to find dress for her annual dinner.

Tagged along and saw sooooo many clothes I wanna get la! But no time to see ~ :'(

SWEE BO!

Headed to Zhiwei's house for bbq steamboat on his birthday! All of us shared 2 bottles, Martell & Chivas.

Daniel, Wee Sien, Zhen Wei and Ernest wanna make him & Steven drunk uh! But cannot leh? LOL! funny sia keep like pass baton and tah!

Ok w8 for his bday pictures! Bye!

Friday!

2010-11-12T22:10:00.002+08:00

Yay itz Friday night! I absolutely looooove weekends. Who don't! I think today is the first time I paid attention in Biostats class. Hmmm, more attention than usual, despite the laptop in front of me. Hehe! Mr Lai said a very very very uber lame joke sia. CB! Damn funny! I thought it wasn't a joke at first la! I thought he was trying to teach us a new word. Then in the end.. diao sia! So unexpected! For GEMS class today, it wasn't the usual lecture. We had discussion. Shu Ying, Carrie and I refused to part even though we were separated into different groupings. We got caught for not splitting and the 'punishment' is that we were selected as leaders to faciliate the discussion. Wahlau sia? I dunno everyone in my group & I need to get them to talk about boring stuffs. Got a bit of challenge you mei you? Damn awkward man.. Lol~ But in the end, it is still ok la? hahaha~ Ok so daddy mummy went to Genting with ahma alrdy. Only me and brother at home. Oh man itz Friday night and I am blogging my thoughts out. I guess Saturday night also same la.. Never go out late late alrdy. If only I can wear contact lens everyday.. Damn envious of those people who can wear.. :(

Money Money Money~

2010-11-11T21:54:00.002+08:00

$48 bucks flew into Mr Yap's pocket today. 2nd driving lesson wasn't that fun anymore. I guess the feel for driving is wearing off. Learnt 3 point turn. Did lots of U-turns and just drive around the neighbourhood. It was peak hour. People are returning from work and there were so many cars on the road! Damn the timetable. I only can have lessons once a week! & this isn't good because 7 days gap makes me feel that the Honda Jazz is a total stranger to me every time I drive it. Been very very lethargic this week. Probably because that visit to Powerhouse screwed up my body alarm clock. No matter how long my nap, I always wake up feel as tired as ever~ However, I still wanna go to Butterfactory. Best if on Wednesday night! Why isn't Hari Raya on Thursday! Why WHy WHY?! :'( & I need money now. Please... fall from the sky. Or appear under my pillow. I need them to satisfy my needs and wants. The list is increasing~ && I have been feeling rather lousy in my own skin lately. I wanna do something about it but I am just so lazy. =.=

No More Contact Lens~

2010-11-08T21:27:00.001+08:00

I really dunno how to describe my day today~ As a optometry student, after learning all those diseases, complications, abnormalities that your eyes can have, you will start to get paranoid, probably in a good way.. I started cleaning my contact lens thoroughly. Rub, rinse, disinfect, scrub the casing etc~ But then how? In the end also kena advised to cease wear ... It seems like my cornea.. is kinda special.. Simply put, there is no soft contact lens that is able to fit nicely onto my cornea. Only the fking HARD lens is recommended. Nice bodoh? If I were to continue wearing the soft CL, it will do even more damage to my cornea.. End up I might get corneal ulcer -> corneal peforation -> enopthalmitis. & enopthalmitis means.. inflammation of whole eyeball. Sounds cool? Best part is that I think my eyeb are perfectly fine! No pain etc.. When there is actually a problem underlying that what-is-seems-to-be healthy eyes.. How can I live w/o contact lens? -.- I dun wanna wear specs. I seriously hate it~ At least CL can like boost my confidence, a little. you know? HAAHAHHA! but haiz. I gotta be grateful for being a optometry student. If not, I will still continue wearing lenses which are so detrimental to my eyes.. and sooner or later I might walk around with only 1 eyeball.. or even none. Eh ppl, you guys better dun slack on your CL cleaning regime hor. is knn fking important. If not your eyes got problem, can join me liao~ Dun wear CL. :P:P:P

2010-11-04T20:16:00.005+08:00

Finally Thursday is ending. Seriously dun like the lecturer. Like to waste everyone's time.

ABOUT HOME. Ahma was very very unhappy with my sister just now. Mum stepped in to clear up the mess but everything did not come to a conclusion..

It got messy and ahma and sis were fuming.. with tears..

Never ever offend grannies.. It is uber scary. ABOUT TUITION

I think I should stop giving tuition already. I don't feel like it anyway~ I don't really give 100% to the kids and I think I'm simply not cut out to teach.

My patience wear out really quickly.. and results are not showing. They are deteriorating. Lol.

I refuse to think is my fault leh? Hahaha! ABOUT ANY OTHER THINGS

Tomorrow iz Deepavali and it means long weekend! Shiok totally!

Probably flying kite on Saturday! Make it evening please! I am queueing up timbre, butterfactory, sentosa, making sushi & pancakes for my to-do list! These will happen, if I have $$.. money money money...

to mingli: USS how arz?

On the road, for the first time.

2010-11-02T17:39:00.004+08:00

OMG THE FEELING OF ACTUALLY BEING A DRIVER IS UNEXPLAINABLE. I feel sooooo high after I got off the car that while on the way home, I feel like sprinting back home, instead of walking, to get rid of the excess energy man! IS DAMN HIGH! DAMN HIGH! I even feel like dancing on the way home because the songs playing from my phone is just so damn right! The mood, the atmosphere, EVERYTHING! People must be thinking that I am a lunatic or something because I cannot stop myself from smiling whenever I think about driving my sis's car! FK THE FEELING IS AWESOME! to think I was worrying my life away before I met the instructor. LOL. Mr Yap is a very very nice guy! He drove to somewhere where there were not many cars. I was frigging worried all the time. LOL! First thing was to explain about the car parts. Engine, battery, coolant whatever. DAMN FUNNY! Whenever he point to some indicator saying that that is the mark where water needs to be topped up to, or something like that, I will reply that I cannot see. HAHA! Mr Yap: "aiyo, you everything also cannot see" HAHAHAH! ! ! Too anxious until my brain cannot decipher what the visual cortex is sending LOL. WHEN HE ASKED ME TO STEP ON THE ACCELERATOR, I NEARLY DIED. LOL! I was thinking, "so fast meh?!" WAHLAN! I drove really at snail speed sia! Like 20km/hr, and I am freaking comfortable at that pace. It is funny how I am good with 20km/hr but when I am the passenger, I want the driver to go as fast as possible. Any more than 20 I will reduce speed. LOL! I was sooo worried when the speedometer shows more than 20. Mr Yap was not even focusing on the road la! He kept recieving calls and smses and look at his phone.. Turn left, turn right, make a U-turn, stop in front, go straight, check blind spot. OMG IT IS FREAKING FUN! SERIOUSLY! He even ask me to increase speed sia! But I was kinda hesitant because I scared I cannot control the vehicle very well. HAHAHA STARTING WHEN HE ASK ME STEP BRAKE, I STEPPED TOO HARD. I SAW HIM JERK FORWARD. VERY STUPID OF ME BUT IZ VERY FUNNY LOLOL. When I realise I was driving towards admiralty MRT staion, I was kinda sad. I think I developed feelings for the car or something. I know the Honda Jazz miss me too LOLOLOL ? Wah, step out of the car my right leg aching sia? LOL! All the way need to maintain speed at 20, need to use the same amount of force . izzit? Hhhahaha! In all, driving is knn fucking shiok! Although there is a huge responsiblity, like you know, your lives and other ppl's lives at stake if anything goes wrong, with practise.. I think.... you know.. accumulating the experience, I can be Fernando Alonso or Louis Hamilton in no time! So Ferrari, if you were to see this, dun hesitate to contact me. ok joking. Pass and get license then hao lian bah. If fail then knn fking malu. Hope everything goes smoothly! p.s: I was suppose to turn left. Wanted to signal left. But subconsciously my left hand reaches out and flick the thing. Then.. I turned on the wiper instead. JOKE OF THE DAY!

2010-11-02T10:16:00.002+08:00

A few days ago, sis came back from sailing. Her boyfriend treated us to dinner at Taste Of Thailand. I LOVE THAT PLACE totally. 6 people, 8 dishes I think. DAMN NICE! Yesterday CL practical, I have cornea staining wtf. SPK. Due to contact lens. Suppose to cease wear for 1 week, see if there is any regeneration.. and not to wear contact lens for soooo long. but a few months back I was told I have SPK, and that is because I am a partial blinker. So what is the diagnose? && there is no way I will stop wearing contact lens la. Wait till eyes got problem then stop. HAHAH! WTF.

horrible tuesday

2010-10-26T20:47:00.002+08:00

6 hours of break is totally killing me. With a fked up timetable, very difficult to book slot for my driving lessons leh. & yes I finally called the instructor. Dunno why I soooo fking scared of calling. Siao one. But really iz scared. LOL.. I realised I forgot to ask for the rates. WTH.

So I was watching FRINGE during my total 6 hours break la. Heng the show iz nice. & I need to 'stock up' series in my D drive already. If not I will skip lessons and go for prac instead.

Speaking about prac, limpei iz freaking abnormal la. LOL! Did the binocular vision test and wahlauz. Kena labelled abnormal. Nice one.

ok go watch fringe now wooo!

Halloween @ Night Safari

2010-10-17T00:40:00.009+08:00

With 5 hours of sleep, :P, I went to gave tuition, had lunch with Mingli and went to Night safari!

Stupid idiot made me wait for soooooo long.

@ Fish & Co.

Thanks for the treat ah. Aiyah. I deserve the treat also la. AHAHAH WTF.

Entrance tix.

$38.80 instead of $45 cos order from website lor.

Not many photos taken la. No feel. & a lot of places cannot have flash photography.

It was wayyyy more crowded when sun completely set. This Pumpkin skelly is damn cool. Machine operated one. Wahlau I don't like this guy la! Dunno what he dress up as. Lol. Big boy still carry a doll eeeeyer~ & after you take photos with him, he will STARE at you la. ma de! KEEP STARE AND STARE. Here act yi ge shy only. OH YAH! HE OCCASIONALLY SCREAM. But iz zhao xia kind. lol. I avoid him when he's near la. Don't like the stares. & this guy here is damn cute! Long tongue! He hooks you with his.. chain. I don't really dare to take pics with these people leh. I scared they will suddenly like scream into your ears or something. sibeh weak la ok i know. I just realised Daniel is trying to do the ying tao xiao zui la. Look at the lips! LOL! She just stay there and take pictures when asked uh. So harmless!

Japanese people really very si wen. THIS FKING CLOWN CB ! He's the first ghoul I see when I entered nite safari. He suddenly charge toward you with the fking paper chopper la. nb! XIA SI REN. Sneak up to girls one lor. Caught him many times. LOL! Because Daniel is a guy, he ain't that interested. See another evidence. && I am too chicken to take pictures with him. One siew mai please! While waiting for the 60mins to train of terror thing. iz ve the hot, ve the sweaty, ve the uncomfortable. Sit on the tram, see animals and sometimes things that you don't wanna see lor. Very suay. I say I dun want extreme front and back seats. Then kena front seat. Damn sian one~! I think she very pretty la! SHe like hop hop hop around then will smile one leh. Ji cute yi xia. This was when we are queuing to enter the haunted house. :S frigging long queue. frigging long.

Dunno what is this. But wear slippers like bu pei leh. HAHA!

FINALLY. before going in. ok i dun look nice so please continue scroll down.

as you can see, I am scared. lol.

The haunted house not very horrifying la. One big group like 10+ ppl go in at once..

She wants to cut me up with her pair of scissors. (?)

Barber shop!

yah ok i dun feel like typing anymore.

BYE.

Movie: Child's eye

2010-10-15T18:28:00.002+08:00

Went to AMK hub to watch this fking show with CY and her bro. I dun want to watch horror movies anymore lah. Complete waste of money! Use thumb to cover my ears and 4 fingers for each eye.. still not enough, borrowed CY's hand. lol! jialat tml gg night safari. good game. 2 more days & I have to take an hour ride to school every fking weekday.

2010-10-14T05:26:00.002+08:00

Ok so I got back from K Garden @ serangoon. It is soo fun I wanna go back again with the same people! Mingli, Daniel, Zhiwei and Jason. Dammit itz the first time I feel so light headed after a few cups of Martell + coke concoction. Lol. I kept wanting to relief myself la. HAHA ! && I keep telling myself to stay sane, stay focus, stay quiet and all the shit. Lol. But itz quite an experience after all. :D If I can squeeze in a visit to the club before school reopen.. WOO! =x ok anyway, time now is 5.30am. Suddenly have the urgency to read for final theory. -.- && I forgot where I read this thing about relationship. "Monthsary are created because relationship can't last till anniversary" true? or not?

ahma's cooking!

2010-10-13T15:43:00.003+08:00

I want to watch Mean Girls again so badly. Tried loading in several websites but it is giving me shitload of problems. So bored now! Nothing much to do. :( Ah ma is cooking now. Can't wait to eat! Stole a few spoonful of rice while she was taking a nap. Hehe. I love rice. I can eat it plain, if it is just cooked. Going to drink + sing k later! Happy happy!

To feel the sun, sand and sea.

2010-10-12T00:46:00.002+08:00

I have a sudden urge to go to Sentosa to relax, before school reopen.

10/10/10

2010-10-10T15:21:00.002+08:00

I feel sad. Such a nice day but I am at home. Where to go? School is reopening in a week time. I need to make the last week fulfilling. Just feel so down~

Kite flying + random thoughts

2010-10-08T23:50:00.002+08:00

Went to fly kite with Daniel and Mingli a few days ago at Sengkang. Woke up at (insanely) 8am to fly those damn kites. Mingli alighted at the wong bus-stop. Damn hilarious. Our bus passed by the stop she alighted and we waved goodbye to her while she stood there in a state of confusion bwhahaha! (ok im tired so sentences might sound absurd) Yeah so we had Mac breakfast before we tried challenging to fly the kite with still air. It was mad hot. No wind. Harsh weather condition, to Daniel I suppose lol! After like numerous attempts, Daniel went cuckoo and start mimicking the wayang woman who appeared in the head lines (for facebook lolx). "SIAO EH~" "PPP, P YOUR LANJIAO!" And I kena mud on my slipper. Keh kiang step into the field lor~ Dint really stay there long la. Paid $1.50 to enter the swimming pool to bathe. I wanna go there to swim someday. ^^ Cabbed to AMK to play l4d2! :D

Today I acc Daniel to take his salary at Orchard.

Cabbed down to Northpoint (peak hour man~ =l) because my family was at Seoul Garden already.

Sis's treat (I think) because she is going for sailing soon. 2 weeks if I am not wrong.

After 2kg of tom yam chicken, fish, 4 scoops of ice-cream and other whats-not, I feel really sinful that I am determine to go for a swim tomorrow. MUST LA.

After dinner, my family went to walk around Northpoint. First time everyone go shopping together. :P I like! We walk halfway will stop in the middle & discuss about things. Damn irritating I know HAH!

Tml got feast again! hehe. So cfm must go swim in the morning!

Grandma officially stay + Zouk

2010-10-04T21:27:00.006+08:00

So grandma officially moved in on 2nd October. All my relatives came to my house for lunch. Quite chaotic, especially with the kids. Serene followed me wherever I go. So cute! With my ah ma here, there isn't any changes la. Except maybe the kids (which is me + bro) have to think before speaking etc. Now I feel like everyone remained in their room. ): Esp my dad. Because he got a tv in his room already.. But aiyah, I also in the room. Use computer. ahah! && that day was suppose to leave house at 4.45pm to meet Mingli, Zhiwei and Daniel uh. But it was kinda inconvenient to prepare when there were guests in the house. Lol! Met them and then they kpkb one. :P Met the 2 girls who sold us the ticket at $20. We all saved $5 each.

@ Zouk.

It was bigger than Supperclub.

I like that place. Don't really like the bed concept in supperclub.

So we got a free jug of vodka apple. No.. free jug of Apple juice~

fking look like Li teng man~

So after a series of pictures, I could not really stand it anymore.

When they play those kpop, fking high man~

So I went down to the dance floor with Zhiwei.

Unfortunately, Daniel is not in the mood for dancing and Mingli is accompanying her friend, tissue paper.

Damn high man! When they play the songs we know la. totally damn high till I feel like blood rush to my head.

But when they play foreign songs.. our mood goes down down down down down~

Before we left, I get to hear BEG's Sign and Abracadabra.

Really thankful for that.

Favourite songs of all!

They played songs like Ring Ding Dong, Huh, Madonna, Muzik, Mister, Sorry Sorry, Gee, RDR,

whatever that is popular la!

But I dont like when the dj play the whole song.

Suppose to do remix ma~

You play whole song, what if ppl dun enjoy the whole song.

Then tmd my abracadra nvr play full song?!

lolol!

Headed out for er. dinner?

Actually suppose to go in again de. But the mood was not there.

So home sweet home lor~ Yesterday dinner

I think daddy was happy for some reason.

He ordered so much food for 4 person!

4 dishes + 1 soup la!

But we managed to finish all ;)

Klub 2010

2010-10-03T03:11:00.002+08:00

Yup I went to the last Klub party of 2010 @ Zouk. It was fun, but not very fun. I should say it is enjoyable. If Daniel and Mingli know kpop songs more, it will be fucking memorable man. Luckily Zhiwei knows kpop la. If not I will be there like zibi already. Wanted to stay after the party but eat le then go home le. :S Fucking CL give me blur vision. _l_ haha! get well soon Mingli.

2010-09-30T17:51:00.003+08:00

WTH WTH WTH WTH! Marked 4th December on my calender already. I am going to save, starting from today. WHO IS GOING WITH ME TO SEE 2AM, 2pm, mblaq, Miss A at Fort Canning on 4th December?! Still have one more group, not confirm is who. Hope is BEG LEH? :P WHO WHO WHO COMING?! Please save $200 la. In case. Should be have change la. Want to see 2AM must go for all. MUST. MNET ULTIMATE LIVE! FUCK. I WANNA GO.

"Would never be real"

2010-09-30T11:04:00.003+08:00

Lim Jeong Hee new song "Would Never Be Real" mv, starring Jo Kwon. I think Jo Kwon is frigging awesome in here. Show another side of him. Very charismatic. Very alluring. Very handsome. Very mature. Hees! He has a higher than average male voice. Which is damn cute la. Suit him. Damn hate people say he is gay. Tmd. You don't understand him well la kuku! && the singer. daebak!

2010-09-28T17:12:00.004+08:00

I am so fucking angry now I feel like quarrelling with every status I see in facebook. I need a fucking outlet. CCB can... LIMPEI ONLY ASK WAIT A WHILE WILL DIE MEH? YOU SAY U ONLY GIVE A CALL. U THINK LA. GIVE A CALL I WILL DULAN MEH? THEN EVERYONE WHO CALL ME I WILL BE SCREAMING AND SHOUTING ALRDY RIGHT? OBVIOUSLY NOT TT SIMPLE CAN ANOT. U CHECK WHAT WAS YOUR TONE FRZ BEFORE YOU TELL ME THAT YOU ONLY GIVE A CALL HOR. I WAS PREPARING SOME STUFF SO I CAN ASK YOU HELP ME PASS TO SOMEONE AND TT NEED TIME. NAHBEH. FUCKING DULAN. HW TO PUT A FKING STOP TO ALL THESE NONSENSE.

boliao then edit pictures.

2010-09-23T14:41:00.005+08:00

At home really very sian leh. I want to l4d2 leh... :'( So difficult to find 8 steady people! Plus going to rain liao. Even more sian can~ Yah and I damn sian. Regret watching WGM chuseok special. Because only upload 2 parts out of 5? Damn it I bu shuang. Why I don't understand korean ma de~ So go edit picture. Edit effects only not photoshop hor! toooooo sian already. Can 7 people ask me out for l4d please..

Taken during Tyan Tyan's wedding @ Pan Pacific.

The real rose is kope from the wedding one. Haha! Brought the rose home and preserve it in the fridge to prevent it from withering so fast. Actually is also boliao la. because preserve also put in fridge to beautify nia.

Wither liao then immediately throw le lol!

Love how the makeup artise did the brown smokey eye makeup.

I will never be able to replicate this look. lol! Noob! && her fake eyelash glue is so strong I cannot open my eyes after she applied it lol!

She has to pry it open.

Believe?

Chio? The effect I mean. HAHA!

Bye!

2010-09-21T10:18:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I asked brother this when we were in the lift. "Eh bro, can I fart in the lift a not ah? Coming already." He looked at me for a good 2 seconds before he register the question. Haha! "NO WAY! *agitated and moves to the lift door* DON'T LA! WAHLAU?! Want to fart wait until I go out then you fart la!" So my brother is a very inconsiderate person, who thinks only for himself. Lol! He rather I fart in the lift when he is outside so that he will not smell it, but other users will. (OF COURSE I DINT FART IN THE LIFT LA OK.)

2010-09-17T11:42:00.000+08:00

I... dont want update because no pictures. CIAO!

2010-09-10T20:13:00.003+08:00

About my run just now I just went for a run just now, and is very proud of myself. ^^ Ran about 1 hour, which is something that I have never done for damn long. I used to just run one round at Yishun Park and I am contented. But that is just a lazy weakling y'know. lol. I kept pushing myself on la. 1 round Yishun Park, jog to Yishun Stadium and ran like 4/5 rounds can't remember and jog home. My legs were soooo sore that I have to stop halfway home. Whole body sooooooo damn tired but I feel damn energetic and happy la! :D People must be thinking that I am crazy because throughout my run I lip-synch to the songs that were blasting into my ears lol! Kept repeating Jo-Kwon's The Day I Confessed and Lady Gaga's Bad Romance. Damn good choices, set your adrenaline pumping yo. I am working hard to exercise, but not hard enough for my studies. I am already 2 days behind wth! and I have not start even reading a single letter wtf. Where is the motivation to study lol! About a part time job Anyway just applied for a part-time event job and I hope I can shortlisted for it. Just earn some spare cash yeah! :P About a blogshop && a lj is closing a OPI nail polish preorder, 1 for $12. So tempted to buy. :'( Have been considering for very long but hai~ About studying for exam Wondering if I should go for a swim tomorrow. Maybe I should go in the evening la? Morning dedicate to study Contact Lens. ARGH I HATE CL. BUT I LOVE WEARING THEM. LOVE-HATE RELATIONSHIP.